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Just a small update.

Not really much to report except pain all the timeeeeee in various places.  Tiger balm helps and sometimes ibuprofen works so yay.

I think I'm getting back into dA because I have a newish account at Farewell-BlackParade.  I get a lot less attention there but that's okay, it just motivates me to do better :).  And drawings etc are not everyone's cup of tea.

Anyway, here's the feature :)

The sun girl #Daily 12 by Ellysiumn

Mermaid with space buns by ARiA-Illustration A Wish Upon A String by camilladerrico

A Pearl Mermaid Hunt by Valentina-Remenar

Flying jewel ( Mosquito hummingbird). by Phototubby Spring Evening by Bimmi1111

Um Lugar Encantado by Wesley-Souza

Princess Swan by IgnisFatuusII Reach for the Sun by Loffy0

Chill by Rowye

Coz by WesleyChen Abandoned by Claparo-Sans

Yggdrasil by Rowye

Shen by LAS-T Zodiac: Pisces by raptorzysko

Where Do The Children Play? by MARX77

melody from a distance by bohomaz13 Electric Zoe by SkylerBrown

Silver Cyborg by jiajenn

Perennial by GDBee sometime 2016 by LoveHeartMusicFriend

Castiel by AmandaTolleson

Rescue My Heart by Ariel87 Lost thoughts by Doringota

Dressing by wlop

A haunting waiting to happen by Peterix
  • Listening to: my soul imploding
  • Reading: slaugtherhouse five
  • Watching: friends
  • Drinking: coffee
I think having two accounts made me interested in dA again haha.  Not sure how often features will happen, though.
IT's cutie pies this time, and not just photos of them because there's so much cute in that folder that isn't photography xD.

Needle Felted Fox by YuliaLeonovich Totem Cats for You by TeaPhotography

 Rawr by Loffy0 One by TeaPhotography

Simple Cat Posture by TeaPhotography

That face :) by TinaLouiseUk My Smiley Boy by x-xSpitFirex-x

Urban Cats - 103 by MARX77

Growlithe Bum by PokeShoppe Zappa. Fake fur and real fur.1 by jennystokes

Cozy. by Phototubby

mono by awjay Ecuador | Squirrel Monkey by lux69aeterna

Birthday relaxation by LordLJCornellPhotos

Chance Marie Louise by Michaeldavitt

A small miracle by Katrin-Elizabeth

Atos by Gejda

Rainbuns by camilladerrico
  • Listening to: my soul imploding
  • Watching: rick and morty
  • Drinking: coffee
:wave:
decided to do a mini feature of work that people think best represents their style.  Enjoy :).

Ellen by MikesScribbles Tiger Tigers by MikesScribbles

Sing For Me, My Angel Of Music by PrincessMagical

The Moment by phydeau

Desert by stellartcorsica

Alley crime by MangekkoJones

Moon Seekers by FrostAlexis

How the Dear Jane quilt turns out by BellaGBear

L'heure des photographes by Markotxe Cambo 12 by Markotxe

Friends by JACAC
  • Listening to: my soul imploding
  • Watching: rick and morty
  • Drinking: coffee
Okay, I'm moving my paintings/drawings to another account I opened awhile ago!


Don't feel obligated!
  • Listening to: my soul imploding
  • Watching: rick and morty
  • Drinking: coffee
Will be great to read if you need to sleep :P.

Hmm, so since last time, I have miraculously kept my job at Goodwill despite all my tardiness and general freaking out haha.   The bus is the worst for my mental state; I have social phobia and I don't like people so close to me, if that makes sense? :confused:  So it's a battle to build up the courage to even leave the house in the first place.  Hopefully it gets easier someday, because it wears me out haha.

Umm, I'm going to enter a Beautiful Bizarre contest here: beautifulbizarre.net/art-prize…
It's for traditional art so I'm definitely going to crash and burn but if I have 40 dollars sometime i'm going to attempt it :P Maybe I'm getting used to rejection.

Lately, my muse has been stuck on drawing and painting, especially of Gerard and Hayley, who probably would think I was creepy for liking to draw them so much >>.  But using them as my references sort of helps me mentally, gives me a chance not to be anxious because I know their faces so well.

Photomanipulations are hard now because I think I killed my interest in them but I need to do more so I don't get rusty.  Just need to find the urge, rawr.

Hmm, my cats are doing okay and both dogs are old so they have old dog problems.  Oh oh, Benji the cat is a star on tumblr now, he has 500 likes or whatever on a picture of his.  My art gets like 50 and his one photo pwns me so hard :rofl::.

I'm excited about going to a Paramore concert next month, even though I might be really really scared the whole time.  I can't help it, concerts in the past have always made me happy.  So fingers crossed I don't have some kind of breakdown.

Anyway, I hope everyone is doing well :) :hug:
  • Listening to: my soul imploding
  • Watching: rick and morty
  • Drinking: coffee
I need to post journals more often. . . well, if only I had stuff to write about :P.  Really, my life is pretty boring so only read if you have time to go into a coma for awhile :).

I still work at Goodwill sorting books and it's super fun, though it aggravates my back and neck and (sometimes) shoulder.  Physical therapy helps with my back but the rest I'm just sort of self-treating with ibuprofen.  Yaaaaaaaaaaay pain.  I also fell and hurt my knee and that was rad.

Ummm, I have applied to multiple galleries and have been rejected by all of them, which is hard to get over, but one day I'll be okay with it I guess.  I should expect a lot of rejection :nod:.

Recently I've been emo so that's why everything is sort of dark, sry.  I listen to My Chemical Romance all the time, which might not help, but I lurve it :rofl:. By the way, Twitter kills your soul D:.

Yes, i feel like I'm missing something but oh well.  I hope everyone is doing alright :) :hug:
  • Listening to: my soul imploding
  • Watching: rick and morty
  • Drinking: coffee
tumblr requests:
1. Killjoys as angels
2. OC - Giraldo
3. Niko chan archiveofourown.org/users/momi…
4. Samurai jack samurai

Quo
photomanips
make money lolol
album art
  • Listening to: my soul imploding
  • Watching: law and order
  • Drinking: coffee
my favorite folder apparently lol.

Find Me In The Future by NanoMortis

Sladkaya pesnya by SILENTJUSTICE Lost In Iceland by BrietOlga I fell you... III. by Ephynephryn

Winter Morning Lakeland Calling by Capturing-the-Light

I'm starting to forget... by NataliaDrepina Valmy 23 by Markotxe Erhoben by Daystar-Art

 7777 G by exellero Witching Hour by VarshaVijayan

Survivor by Kallaria bird song by Michaeldavitt Hallow-ing Death by SummerDreams-Art

054 - Leopard by ElyneNoir

okay so I haven't been on dA a lot lately so I haven't added a lot to the inspiration folder  /fail
  • Listening to: my soul imploding
  • Watching: law and order
  • Drinking: coffee
Congratulations to RainyGreenTrabant!  Send me your address via note and I shall mail it to you! :heart:

I've been drawn into your magnet tar-pit trap by Andaelentari

edit: due to a mixup, this one still needed a home and I have drawn another number.  Congratulations to Eric-S-Huffman for winning this piece!  note me your address so I can send it to you :).


  • Listening to: my soul imploding
  • Watching: law and order
  • Drinking: coffee
I made a bad choice in posting it as a status and not a journal, methinks xD.

Anyway, JACAC is 1 and Loffy0 is 2 (just for me to remember really).  Post here for a number and I'll pick someone in a week or so.

The work you're entering for is:

I've been drawn into your magnet tar-pit trap by Andaelentari

good luck!  I might do a few more giveaways for the holidays too, let's see how much I can afford :rofl:.


  • Listening to: my soul imploding
  • Watching: law and order
  • Drinking: coffee
I'm making one book cover and in the running to make another, so yey.

Anyway, feature time!  My mood has been good enough lately for this.  And for another giveaway (I posted a status about it if you're interested)

Legend of the Cryptids - Dew Sprite Zizzi Advanced by Zolaida the crow wip 2017 by dholms

dew by Kuvshinov-Ilya A sweet little tangled mess by thegirlcansmile sweet by Doringota

Lilliput Castle by adrianamusettidavila

Zapomni menya by SILENTJUSTICE fumes by len-yan Dopamine by gawki

Reilly - Ace of Spies by DriPoint

Spaceketball by GDBee colorful one by Ururuty Reflected feeling by vasoart

Kida by MagicnaAnavi GLOW by daddy-likes-men11

Annunciation (detail2) by Ospreyghost13 Come Along With Me... by NikiAndo Inktober V by LeGrebe

Commission: Ahlis by Riktockhi

Sinkt by feigenfrucht Made of War. by Noir-Division Emily Hansell Collaboration 1 by SkylerBrown

Into the Unknown by adoreluna

The Marquis by kimsol Training for Halloween by ElenaDudina Mourning by KarinClaessonArt

primeval ripple by Michaeldavitt

Inktober 2017 #6: ''Sword'' by Aart-ish l'envol by veroklotz Inktober 6/2017  by Doringota

Wall Garden by MangekkoJones Self-Supporting by alltelleringet

The Eternal Lover - Ghost Stories by Dani-Owergoor Me And My Shadow by BrietOlga Book Cover II - Firebird by MirellaSantana

Season of the black by AlexandrinaAna

end of summer by JuliuszLewandowski Ask me to stay by fdasuarez Embrace the Darkness - Lux by Zarory who's there by NickHerbert

Selfportrait by mirabillisfuture Conflicted by SandraWinther

Daenerys and Drogon by kittrose
  • Listening to: my soul imploding
  • Watching: law and order
  • Drinking: coffee
Haven't done a favorites feature in awhile so enjoy :)  I wish the faves were still in separate pages and not one long scroll so I could start from oldest to newest but OH WELL I GUESS RAWR.

Lackadaisy Jazzwitch by tracyjb Lackadaisy Calculation by tracyjb

All Smiles by x-xSpitFirex-x Flores de Ciruelo de Jardin/_Rosas by Johnny-Aza Et lux in tenebris lucet by SILENTJUSTICE

Ice cream dreams by siddhartha19

November Quick Study by DeLumine Mai - King of Fighters -01- by beethy Quick drawing Sz by SILENTJUSTICE

The Edge of the Forest by Pajunen

Christmas Tree ~ Practice work by EllysiumnPlaying on the beach by tutanvaly Fill The Sky by Inextremiss

PPG Witches Sketch by rossdraws  Happy birthday Sofia by LordLJCornellPhotos 

Roman Bath view by lostknightkg My Halloween character by lauraypablo Arua by ArrHart

Witches II by TheFoxAndTheRaven

Sunny Overflight by TigresSinai The Rise and Fall of Heroes by Newsha-Ghasemi Herbstgluehen by Sophie-Wieland

Mykonos by StamatisGR Salzburg I by Zouberi

Self Portrait Day 5 by KristinaToxicpanda Self portrait 2017 by DamaiMikaz halloween classic by biblyoteka

koszyki market hall by JuliuszLewandowski

Practice Drawing woman in veil. by KarinClaessonArt Colorbreak by mainloop Chris by schmoo15

Afterglow by W-Joseph-Oxer-FRSA Vespa by Psychothrone

Paladium - environments by KPEKEP

Ailen by artmatrix Color Of Blood by MWeiss-Art The Ghostmaker by TanyaShatseva

... Farewell by Callme-Ismael

our lady of Piety by Charlotte-Exotique Unlimited Blade Works by ErikShoemaker

We float 3 by nigel3 Wake up! but only for one night... by Whendell Trick or Treat? by MirkoStoedter

Bruxinho Travesso by Wesley-Souza

Rainbow Fingers by camilladerrico Green Rain by burningmonk

041 - Embraced by ElyneNoir
  • Listening to: my soul imploding
  • Watching: the king of queens
  • Drinking: coffee
+ a feature in the next journal! :) :dance:

For two weeks or so, I was out of my medication for OCD, so it was hard to do anything really.  The OCD makes me freeze and not be able to make decisions, as well as self-mutilate, so I'm glad I finally got a refill after seeing my doctor about it.  If only the other medications worked :rofl:.  At least in Ohio, marijuana is going to be legal soon, medical or otherwise :dummy:.

My doggie Rascal is still feeling fine, still yapping and jumping and everything.  Thank you everyone who was worried about him like I was!  He's 14 so I get paranoid whenever he gets sick that he'll die.

hmm, I've also been on Artstation a lot, and look at the new jobs every day, but I don't usually meet all of the requirements (especially the part about knowing 3D programs.  I'm working on that but can't in good faith add it to my CV yet).  Still, it's fun to try, and informative to see what all I would need to even have a chance at a job on that site :P.  It's a cool site, I'm there and upload there more often than here now.

Not that deviantART is awful or anything, I just feel like I've plateaued here and wanted to try my luck on other sites.  I still get only a few faves or likes or whatever on other pages but I also haven't been on them for 12 years :rofl:.

Anyway, I hope everyone is doing alright.  If you want anything that I can give let me know! :) :hug:
  • Listening to: the killers
  • Watching: leave it to beaver
  • Drinking: coffee
yay I'm super old on dA :dummy:
the end :).
  • Listening to: the killers
  • Watching: family guy
  • Drinking: coffee
I have soooooooooooooo many cute pictures, I wish it was possible to feature them all.

:dance:

015 - Taking a Nap by ElyneNoir

Halloween Pikachu by SandraWinther Meow-meow by uildrim Sketch - Shawnie by NezuPanda

 Tiger Being Cute! by x-xSpitFirex-x

Demain les chiens by SUDOR Paws  by itsjokerquinn Little by vanillapearl

Strike a pose, Sabrina Marie! (9) by MystMoonstruck

Happy Birthday Jose by jennystokes Bonsa by aerendial Street Art/_Dogs are always stay when i paint by Johnny-Aza

Happy autumn by Thunderi this is my saturday by clochartist-photo

I love you, mommy by woxys

Mommy On Watch by lemgras330 .. by morquee Grace by Mom-EsPeace

Portrait II by mabuli Luna by LoloAlien

Seven Years- It's ALWAYS Been About LOVE by TeaPhotography doglog by xutomu Leave Your Holidays And Get The Job Done! by sesam-is-open

Inner peace by Wetterlage

lookout by awjay Asuna by Nikulina-Helena Penny by CindysArt

I see you by Creamydigital

Family Swim by eaglesdarephoto  curious by vi0letdreamer  Filou, the cutest pain in the ass.. by hoschie

It Is Raining by Canankk

The Little Prince by TigresSinai Ella by jonniedee Waiting for dinner by Pajunen

Young and old by MT-Photografien

Friends 4 legs! by OshimaruKung7285

Stock 106 by KarinClaessonArt
  • Listening to: the killers
  • Watching: family guy
  • Drinking: coffee
I really need to post a feature today, so hopefully I won't be lazy and actually do it.  I'm glad the previous feature was well received :).

If you have statuses disabled or don't read them or something, I'm going to post here for you.  I recently had a large dental bill that took half of the money to my name, so I really really need commissions.  Accordingly, I'm willing to go less than 10 dollars per artwork.  Probably a bad idea but money is stupid and necessary and stuff.  My mom is also getting fewer hours so we're getting more strapped.  Add to that the fact that we have two old dogs with various health problems ><.

Anyway, if you want to talk to me about anything, you can post here or note me or whatever is most comfortable for you.

Thanks guys :hug:
  • Listening to: the killers
  • Watching: leave it to beaver
  • Drinking: mouthwash
I want to complain a lot but I'll feature instead :D

inspiration feature though i should do a cutie pie feature, oh well.  Lately, seeing cute animals makes me cry haha.

overwhelmed by zephy0Selfportrait by mirabillisfuture Conflicted by SandraWinther

RMS Titanic - Belfast - March 1912 by DriPoint

Glass girl by Defectorillustration Spider by SkylerBrown Devilina by BrietOlga

self defense by veroklotz Introspection and temptation by NickHerbert

Duskborne Skymarcher by SebMcKinnon Daenerys and Drogon by kittrose

Hell i cop ter by Michaeldavitt

water by wlop Tobacco Vanille by Charlotte-Exotique fragility by len-yan

 Stasis by SebMcKinnon

Thorns by EstherPuche-Art Beauty And The  Beast by ricconn  The Mirror of Reason by TanyaShatseva

0922b1 by Dimeolas7

Face of Summer. by jennystokes

Fusion by Doringota El Alquimista by MarcoHerrera [COMM] - Winnie Sawyer by Claparo-Sans

Jailbird by RadiusZero

B.O.N.D. by Dopaprime Ancientwitchsmall by eerilyfair (Commission) Zophiel by fhelalr

Under the Corner by alltelleringet

Up There '17 by heartofrockandroll Duality limited edition signed and numbered print by ericadalmaso it hurts by zephy0
  • Listening to: the killers
  • Watching: american dad
  • Drinking: mouthwash
Okay, my ego is completely crushed now :rofl:.  Two people entered and so I put 2 in the random number generator and it looks like rocheleheart10 has won the print!   Just note me your address and I can send it to you ^_____^. :hug: :hug:

I also made a calendar today with the scene is alive aka calendar for 2018 by Andaelentari as the front page and place you can buy it, if you want to.  I tried to include both crowd-pleasers and weird stuff.  Some of them don't match the month a lot but WHO THE FUCK cares :meow:

The first anniversary of my dad's death was this month, and it's hard to think about future holidays without him again.  The depression gives me inspiration, though, so I guess I won't stop creating stuff.  Especially not since I'm depressed again.  AGAIN RAWR.  So if I'm snippy or something I apologize, I just feel like a jerk :rofl:.

Uhh, oh yeah, I also got my business cards and they look all snazzy, I don't know who would want one in my life, except maybe my mom and sister out of pity, but it feels nice to have them anyway.  If anyone wants one, I guess I'd mail it?  The price was pretty good and they turned out well, even if there's not a buttload of info on there.  Just enough to find me and my work :D.

I hope everyone else is doing better than I am. :hug:


  • Listening to: the sound of music
  • Reading: game of thrones
  • Watching: friends
  • Eating: oatmeal bar thing
  • Drinking: coffee
hokay :dance:

I want to thank, first of all, everyone who's ever commissioned me or bought something of mine.  You are acknowledged and appreciated!

Speaking of commissions, I'm thinking about maybe doing a half price sale and see if anyone bites.  It's doubtful anyone will, because SO MANY PEOPLE offer commissions here, many of them more talented than me but I guess I'm a masochist and want to try anyway :confused:

Also, I've decided to do another giveaway.  The others were successes, I think.  If a winner didn't get their prize let me know; it happened to a few people since I've started doing them >>.

Anyway, same deal, post and I will give you a number, and I'll use the random generator in a week.

This is what you'll be entering for:

Happy happy joy joy by Andaelentari

Note that the print I have might be a tiny bit dogeared because I've had it so long, but it's easily fixed with tape or framing.

Good luck! :)
  • Listening to: the sound of music
  • Reading: game of thrones
  • Watching: roseanne
  • Eating: oatmeal bar thing
  • Drinking: coffee